|Current Residence: Altamonte Springs, FL|
There's been a lot that's happened in the past 5 years, some of it real good but a lot of it pretty bad honestly. There's a lot I've been dealing with off & on ever since my step-father's death in 2008. Since then my mother fell into some extremely destructive behavior and lost a lot of her stability & health. It's taken an enormous toll on me & thanks to it I lost the majority of my motivation to draw, post or even socialize in the way that I used to. It's been exhausting over the years and unfortunately it's something I still continue to deal with as it's ultimately effected the way I have to live. I don't want to go into a lot more then that because it's pretty depressing stuff & it's nothing I want to be felt sorry for. A lot of people experience these things - there are so many who have it far worse. I just want people to know why I suddenly dropped off because there are so many of you I miss dearly.
In short, I've spent the past 5 years trying to get my shit together & come to terms that I am only capable of so much. I can only try to learn to find my own happiness again.